I sit here and wish I knew who to talk to about this but the only person that can probably help is my therapist. Every time I talk about this to people I always feel like it’s a mistake but I’m also tired of suppressing it like it’s not going away. It comes and goes.

leonardospoetry:

Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness. It took me years to understand that this too, was a gift.

Mary Oliver

Planning shit with your good friend that is also your ex but isn’t your ex but is in a way can be so weird lol does that make sense. Like it shouldn’t be weird at all but when you’re an over thinker it just is. My husband knows everything and is so chill about it all, which is great and understands the friendship but like with others that know the history it’s so weird, because they don’t understand it and I don’t care to explain it.

gospocki:

bequeerdodopemonkshit:

“Just because you lost me as a friend, doesn’t mean you gained me as an enemy. I’m bigger than that, I still wanna see you eat, just not at my table.” – Tupac Shakur

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